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Survey Thingie [Aug. 6th, 2008|11:12 am]
I am.....
I am...:a lot of things, and I don't hide any of these.
I am not...:trying to be rude.
I will...:live forever or die trying.
I love...:to know things.
I like...:cats.
I hate...:conflicts.
I envy...:programmers.
I fear...:starvation and non-existence.
I need...:a high-speed connection to stay sane.
I deserve...:respect as a human being.
I crave...:pleasure and peace.
I miss...:my old cellphone. It had games in it.
I adore...:technology.
I listen...:a bit, but I tend to talk more.
I do...:translations for cash.
I do not...:dare to end my life, though it would be the logical solution.
I admire...:scientific knowledge, and people who possess it, and especially those who use it creatively.
I feel...:dazed most of the time, but I try to ignore it.
I will talk to you if...:you agree with me.
I will not talk to you if...:you hate me like all the others.
I read...:neurology textbooks, fantasy and science-fiction.
I study...:English from this year.
I am most excited about...:living in the same town as my friends.
I use...:a glass wand for vaginal stimulation.
I never use...:Microsoft Word.
I depend on...:my parents' financial aid; but I hope this will someday end.
I hope for...:transhumanism becoming reality once.
I want...:a laser pointer and plush microbes.
I drink...:anything but water and alcoholic things.
I am OCD about...:stepping only into the white areas on zebra crossings, not stepping on sewer covers, writing, biting nails, etc...
I have a passion for...:music and neurology.
I don't understand...:human social behaviour, and math.
I watch...:House, Heroes, Eureka, Numb3rs, ReGenesis, Big Bang Theory and IT Crowd.
I care about...:making sure understanding is achieved; the textures of my food; my friends; human and civil rights; being right.
I do not care about...:what people think of me; tidiness; rules that have no reason; what people do with their own bodies; popular culture.
I dance...:sometimes to my favourite music to recover from stress, but always alone and combined with cutting and masturbation.
I want...:less noise and more freedom of minds in this world. (hey this question was before!)
I wish...:I survive the first year of university.
I would change...:my gender if I could.
I daydream about...:other worlds, being a man, being a different species, the future...
I forgive...:what I forget :) It's usually what people in general find offensive, but it's only the truth.
I will never forgive...:my teachers in elementary school who didn't recognize my conditions, and my first love who rejected me.
I remember...:almost everything from my early years, but I hardly remember anything recent.
I cry...:a bit frequently, even for no reason.
I forget...:what I was told to do unless I write it down.
I find...:it annoying that I need to eat to stay alive. It requires too much money and effort to get food.
I regret...:not being able to be loved.
I try...:hard to keep a balance between my interests and my obligations.
I write...:compulsively but eloquently, just about everything.
I express....:anger and sadness easier than positive feelings.
I hope...:I'll be able to live on my own. (wtf, another repetition)
I refuse...:to pretend anything.
I promise...:nothing as I'm not sure what I can and can't do.
I admit...:being overreactive sometimes.
I enjoy...:being childlike and play with anything I can find. (another repetition...what's going on?)
I learn...:something new every day.
I appreciate...:a good laugh or a good book :)
My name is...:Belqaab
and I am...:an autistic, dyscalculic, lesbian blogger.
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widget [May. 20th, 2008|10:52 am]
beliefs
Religious beliefs
What God or god(s) do you believe in?:I sort of believe in Eris Discordia... but it's not for sure.
What do you believe about birth control?:It's necessary. Period.
Do you think euthanasia is okay?:If someone really wants to die, but can't, then it is. The problem is, I can't decide if I want to die or not, until I saw the other side.
What are your thoughts on abortion?:Men are assholes, we both know it. Abortion is a part of the necessary evil we have to deal with when they're around. The pain caused by the rape itself is the other part.
assisted suicide?:See answer to third question.
premarital sex?:Since in my country of birth and current residence , I'm not allowed to marry... heck yeah.
Living together before you are married?:Marriage is just a sheet of paper which grants the two of you some privileges. Love is a whole another story.
do you believe in reincarnation?:I'm not sure. But it would be a comfortable idea to believe in.
do you believe in heaven or hell?:LOL no. These concepts are obvoiusly made up by humans, so anthropomorphic. Geez.
do you believe in the rapture?:I don't even know what it is.
What do you think about prearranged marriages?:Violation of civil rights. Period.
circumcision?:Well, I'm not a man, so I dunno. Some people think it's cool, but I'd rather not risk pain or infection down there.
Do you participate in Lent?:In what?
Do you participate in the Advent celebration?:No. Even Christmas would be an unnecessary distraction from more interesting things. The Holiday of Shopping is entirely not for me.
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