| I am..... |
| I am...: | a lot of things, and I don't hide any of these. |
| I am not...: | trying to be rude. |
| I will...: | live forever or die trying. |
| I love...: | to know things. |
| I like...: | cats. |
| I hate...: | conflicts. |
| I envy...: | programmers. |
| I fear...: | starvation and non-existence. |
| I need...: | a high-speed connection to stay sane. |
| I deserve...: | respect as a human being. |
| I crave...: | pleasure and peace. |
| I miss...: | my old cellphone. It had games in it. |
| I adore...: | technology. |
| I listen...: | a bit, but I tend to talk more. |
| I do...: | translations for cash. |
| I do not...: | dare to end my life, though it would be the logical solution. |
| I admire...: | scientific knowledge, and people who possess it, and especially those who use it creatively. |
| I feel...: | dazed most of the time, but I try to ignore it. |
| I will talk to you if...: | you agree with me. |
| I will not talk to you if...: | you hate me like all the others. |
| I read...: | neurology textbooks, fantasy and science-fiction. |
| I study...: | English from this year. |
| I am most excited about...: | living in the same town as my friends. |
| I use...: | a glass wand for vaginal stimulation. |
| I never use...: | Microsoft Word. |
| I depend on...: | my parents' financial aid; but I hope this will someday end. |
| I hope for...: | transhumanism becoming reality once. |
| I want...: | a laser pointer and plush microbes. |
| I drink...: | anything but water and alcoholic things. |
| I am OCD about...: | stepping only into the white areas on zebra crossings, not stepping on sewer covers, writing, biting nails, etc... |
| I have a passion for...: | music and neurology. |
| I don't understand...: | human social behaviour, and math. |
| I watch...: | House, Heroes, Eureka, Numb3rs, ReGenesis, Big Bang Theory and IT Crowd. |
| I care about...: | making sure understanding is achieved; the textures of my food; my friends; human and civil rights; being right. |
| I do not care about...: | what people think of me; tidiness; rules that have no reason; what people do with their own bodies; popular culture. |
| I dance...: | sometimes to my favourite music to recover from stress, but always alone and combined with cutting and masturbation. |
| I want...: | less noise and more freedom of minds in this world. (hey this question was before!) |
| I wish...: | I survive the first year of university. |
| I would change...: | my gender if I could. |
| I daydream about...: | other worlds, being a man, being a different species, the future... |
| I forgive...: | what I forget :) It's usually what people in general find offensive, but it's only the truth. |
| I will never forgive...: | my teachers in elementary school who didn't recognize my conditions, and my first love who rejected me. |
| I remember...: | almost everything from my early years, but I hardly remember anything recent. |
| I cry...: | a bit frequently, even for no reason. |
| I forget...: | what I was told to do unless I write it down. |
| I find...: | it annoying that I need to eat to stay alive. It requires too much money and effort to get food. |
| I regret...: | not being able to be loved. |
| I try...: | hard to keep a balance between my interests and my obligations. |
| I write...: | compulsively but eloquently, just about everything. |
| I express....: | anger and sadness easier than positive feelings. |
| I hope...: | I'll be able to live on my own. (wtf, another repetition) |
| I refuse...: | to pretend anything. |
| I promise...: | nothing as I'm not sure what I can and can't do. |
| I admit...: | being overreactive sometimes. |
| I enjoy...: | being childlike and play with anything I can find. (another repetition...what's going on?) |
| I learn...: | something new every day. |
| I appreciate...: | a good laugh or a good book :) |
| My name is...: | Belqaab |
| and I am...: | an autistic, dyscalculic, lesbian blogger. |
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